Old days and Henry Golde
Journal Entry: Tue May 13, 2008, 3:31 PM
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Stumped - Listening to: Cheap Trick (My favorite CD)
- Reading: A lot of books!!! Ragdolls is my main one now
- Watching: TV
- Eating: I want my stuffed grape leaves!
Yo!
I've been looking back at a few months ago when I was like in this endless pit of depression and nobody really reached out to me to help and every smile was fake and I was starving myself and crying every night and just kind of drifted through the day mindlessly and I just realized how stupid it all was.(That was a lot of ands) I mean being depressed about your life doesn't make it any better, and now when my life is even worse I can still look at the positive things in life however few there are. No clue what the heck hit me to make me all better but I'm glad I am!!!! I feel like the girl in that one book lol.
I just found out that depression can be inherited through your parents, did you know that? Which makes sense, I know where I kind of got it. And my brother is getting scarier. I am literally afraid to be in the same room as him because of what happened (Once again) last night.
Henry Golde talked to us today, he's a Holocaust survivor. I'm really into the holocaust, it's horrible that people could treat other people like that but it is also interesting. Maybe I'll research it when I grow up. I also just found out that my grandpa and his parents left Germany because of the Holocaust, and how they didn't think it was right. I think thats pretty darn cool actually, to leave when they thought something was wrong. My grandpa has a really neat story actually that I never knew actually!
I'm learning a lot lately about a lot of things, pretty coooool.
And recording people are cool. You click stuff and sound magically appears, what is cooler than that? And I want to see a performance in the PAC. I feel so alone being the only one in class that hasn't!
Camping kind of sucked, it rained the whole time, all of our stuff got wet and muddy and I was freezing all night. I did learn how to play Ghoul in the Graveyard though! No good pictures really because of rain duh.
ONLY 19 MORE DAYS OF SCHOOL! I am soo excited for it to be over.
So I am being so random and my throat/head hurt so I'm off to eat something and drink about a gallon of Sunny D O:
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
(Oh by the way I kind of gave up on that photography list, I'm sorry I couldn't do it *shamed* )
Devious Comments
Yeah, my mom was depressed a while back, when her brother was killed... years ago, though, before I was born, but I guess it can be inherited *nod*
As if I didn't have enough problems! xD
My family is full of hereditary problems and tendencies... I could potentially have: diabetes, high blood pressure, depression, a gall bladder problem, and a thyroid problem. And I already know I have serious problems with low blood sugar... how jolly, eh?! xD
... What about your brother? *feels lost and stupid and uninformed* Dx
I wish I knew a Holocaust survivor. But my dad's dad's folks left Lithuania during the Bolshevik revolution around WWI; anyone who worked closely with the czar was going to be killed, and he the czar's tailor
And obviously on my mum's side, they've been in Mexico since God knows when xD
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There is a castle on a cloud.
And sorry I guess I never tried reaching out to you o_o
I really thought I tried, but you pushed me away and I just kind of watched....from a safe distance
Lol, I only got 1 more day at school. However, I cant be happy on Friday unless I pass the Visa interview
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anyways, whats up w/ your brother? im really close to mine, and all he does is smile creepy!
I KNOW!!! I CAN'T WAIT TILL 6 FLAGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Peace to the world.
Wow you got a lot of bad stuff there, I feel bad for you, how do you live with all that??? Yikess!
My brother is....messed up lets say. Scaryy.
Holocaust is interesting*nod nod* Thats pretty cool too though, Luthania is a fun name for a country dont you think?
*waves mexican flag*
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Amanda
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I dont know, it didn't really feel like anyone was trying but then again I was like too miserable to notice so I'm sure you were! Sorry D:
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Amanda
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I'm sure you'll pass the interview, your gonna do great
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My brother just has issues...bleh. I like your brother, he's funny. "You know sleep is cool" xD
ME EITHER!
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Amanda
7 string guitarist for
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Yeah I really find the Holocaust super interesting. And really, I feel it's sort of a wake-up call. We see so much violence every single day, all over the media and our language and everything. But when you realize how absolutely terrible the Holocaust was... *shudder* I will never ever forget that video I saw in the Holocaust Museum, it's branded me for life.
Lithuania, love, not Luthania xD
But yeah it's a very spiffy country. I REALLY want to visit the Hill of Crosses... Google pictures of it, it's amazing!
*sings Mexican anthem loudly*
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There is a castle on a cloud.
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