Hey you guys I got a lot to say and I'll probably forget half of it as I'm typing but here I'll try and get the cool stuff out first:

I GOT PHOTOSHOP I GOT PHOTOSHOP I GOT PHOTOSHOP I GOT PHOTOSHOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its the fancy schmancy one that my dad uses to edit pictures of kids in africa for his charity, and it is bloody BRILLIANT!!! I'm in love I swear. All my crap pictures will be SO MUCH better now because of it, thank god! I'll try not to use it too much but for the next couple pictures I may overedit, and I'm sorry. But it is too fun. I mean the one I had before just had "Quick Fix" and you click it and it either does nothing or changes the pictures and makes it look awful lol. I am too happy about this. I know some people like amazing Emily who can take good pictures with no editing, but my pictures cant meet up to that level so maybe this'll help.

2nd, my mom didn't say yes. She chickened out.

3rd, Millie is all the way back to her usual self with minor side effects of eating constantly, getting overweight (from the eating constantly) and extreme tiredness. Her pills are helping a lot. I'm so happy for her

4th, the photographer guy is too busy to talk to me more about my pictures, or even say ANYTHING about my friends pictures even though he said by Wedensday he would send what he thinks about them. Sorry Mexy and Emily!

5th, I've been working on my diet a lot lately, eating more protein and tofu (ewww) and protein bars and such. More healthy food like salads and things. I dont want to go back to not eating ENOUGH like a couple months ago, but I dont want to eat too much now either! I'll be working on it for a while. Exercise is good too xD But I'm sad I can't take Millie for a walk anymore, I need to find someone else to walk with because I feel stupid just walking down the street by myself lol

6th, I've been composing a ton. My keyboard who hasn't been used in forever is now shiny clean and always on, as is my guitar (acoustic since electric is at school) I prefer not to learn already existing songs because then when I play them I beat myself up about how I dont sound the same, so I write my own. Lyrics too but none good enough to put up, more of a spur of the moment thing. Too too much fun

7th, Me and my mom are going to get a dress for Grad. Friday, I'm actually excited. I never wear fancy clothes or anything but dresses are pretty and all. I'm thinking white, because I love white and its not tacky or too bright or anything, and very loose and flowey xD Blue sash around maybe.

8th, I am feeling sooo dumb in math lately. Geometry is so not my thing and my group is no help, they just speed through and then are like "Are you done YET? Gawd hurry UP" Plus my parents have been going on about my mathematical abilities a lot more lately, and considering (THE HORROR!) Summer school. Seriously! I know I'm not amazing at math, but I do have an A- and that isn't summer school needy. Is it?

9th, We looked at this gorgeous house today, which I love love love but it is $750,000 and that is too expensive for us. It's going to be hard to find a house with 7 bedrooms that isn't around that price though! And the wedding is coming up fast!!! Stepsib #2 is graduating this year, the twins are juniors and are gonna actually live with my family for a year until they graduate too. The other one is already in the army somewhere. Fun aye?

10, I love Rocky Road Fudge <333


Sorry for the random blah blah blahblahblah-ness again. I talk too much I am sorry The people I usually chat with (Neighbor, kwiktrip worker, goodwill book lady, etc) are all gone!! either quit or off for the week or something. Sadddddd

Wish me luck camping on Saturday and Sunday (mothers day *dies* ) with the little girl who last time pushed me in a lake!

Love you all, sorry againnn,

~~You know me~~